yooohoooooooooo!!!
GOODBYE EXAMS
HELLOOOOOOOOOO HOLIDAY!!
haahha .. . yes. . exams over, uni life's over
no more waking up early for lectures and tutorials;
no more skipping classes because i dun feel like attending;
no more rushing of assignments;
no more stressing over exams;
no more strategizing on what topics to study;
no more bull-shitting in classes.
but im kinda missing it already ><
the fact that i'll be starting a new life coming october,
makes me wanna stay in uni longer!
i dont wan it to end,
but that's just life.
the end of a journey, is the beginning of another.
meanwhile
i should just enjoy my 3 weeks of travelling within the uk,
before heading home
and yes!
i'm going home!!
and i cant wait to see the familiar faces that i havent seen in 3 months
hahaahha ..
some may ask: "why go back so early??"
well, my answer is, cuz i bought my tix already
initially, my plan was to head home to look for jobs,
but since i've got one, i'd love to stay around and travel
but too bad, bought tix adi, no point paying extra to change the dates
oh welll, i shall go as many places as possible this 3 weeks
- windsor, birmingham, stonehenge, stratford-upon-avon, lake district, alnwick, edinburgh -
that it at the moment, willtry to fit in more if possible! hahaha =D
anyway,
mx did something terribly wrong
and she's feeling terribly guilty.
i cant type it out here
cuz i dunno if that person will read my blog
but yea. . . i'm feeling dreaful for what i've done
and yes, i shouldnt have cross the line
took things for granted, and now
i'm facing the consequences
><
god bless me
will u?
My Clock
-the end-
Posted by m e i x i n at 4:20 AM 1 comments
IQ level = 0??
Was reading thestar.com.my. and I came across the above article, and my reaction was
WTF IS WRONG WITH THE SOCIETY? @_______@
c'mon dude!!
killing people in the afternoon -suspected to be high on drugs-
like seriously
DUDE!!!
even if u wanna break in
grab some stuffs from their housee
just break / snatch / steal
enough adi la!!
bodohhhhh
such brutal killinggg
sometimes it just makes me wonder what were they thinking man.
i mean, imagine your family being SLAUGHTERED
how would u feel?!?!?
really makes me question their IQ level
ohwaitt . ..do they even have one??
else stuffs like this wont be happening, wouldnt they?
the society these days is so FUCKED UP
that every steps taken to make it right seems to be tougher each days
bless you government in making things right!
Posted by m e i x i n at 5:57 AM 1 comments
Packed!
- I really wanna visit those places
- It's holiday baby!!! of cuz la go have fun
- I MIGHT not have the chance next time!!!
- Ima soooooooooooooooooo tempted to go
- Paid for airticket laaaaa ~~~ denggggg!!!
::Not to go::
- Stupid ass H1N1 swine flu!!! bodoh!! stupid!! babo!!
- i'm so darn brokeee!!!!!!!!!! seriously looking for sponsorships
- Then I can visit other places in the UK with mah gooooodie friendssssss since this is my one and only year here, and they still ahve lke. . ONE more yearr!!!
- Save moneyyyyyyyy ~~~ hahahahaha . .. *look who's talking*
hmmmm. . . .so far those are the things i can only think offf.. . . seems like i have more reasons to go than not to go.!!! hah!! so . . i should just have fun, and not think too much, , huh?? hahahahahahahha. . . .
aihzzz .. . . cham nesss , , exams havent over adi start thinking bout holidayyss. . yao mou gao chor!!
there're just tooooo many places that I wanna go, but yet, i have so lil timeeee
::Places that i wanna visit within the UK::
- edinburgh - hahahah . . i knowit's scotland, , but heck laa.. i wana go edinburgh!!
- liverpool
- newcastle
- stratford-upon-avon
- swindon
- reading
- gloucester
- cheltenham
- coventry
- stonehenge
- nottingham
- leeds
- derby
- sheffield
::Places that I MIGHT go::
- nottingham
- derby
- stonehenge
- swindon
- stratford-upon-avon
- liverpool
::Holiday Planner:: *if as planned*
- 26th May (right after AIC) - no plans yet
- 27th May - maybe Swindon
- 28th May - no plans yet
- 29th May - no plans yet
- 30th May - Barcelona
- 31st May - Barcelona
- 1st June - Barcelona
- 2nd June - Barcelona
- 3rd June - Barcelona to Madrid
- 4th June - Madrid
- 5th June - Madrid
- 6th June - Madrid to Valencia
- 7th June - Valencia
- 8th June - Valencia
- 9th June - Valencia to Madrid to Provence
- 10th June - Provence
- 11th June - Provence back to London
- 12th June - Liverpool with Sheik and Jia (still pending)
- 13th June - no plans yet
- 14th June - no plans yet
- 15th June - no plans yet
- 16th June - no plans yet
- 17th June - no plans yet
- 18th June - no plans yet
- 19th June - London
- 20th June - London
- 21st June - London
- 22nd June - back to KL
which meansss .. i have 10 days to fit in the "places that I might go"
aihzz.. enough a??
Posted by m e i x i n at 6:47 AM 1 comments
=D
ahahahaahahhaahhahahhahahahahaahhaah
thats my current mood
its good =)
Posted by m e i x i n at 7:51 AM 0 comments
believing
emotions should not control me
i should control it
reminding myself all the time
i wanna break free
from this pain you gave me
i'll soar up high
i believe i can
Posted by m e i x i n at 4:22 AM 0 comments
From the Bottom of my broken heart
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
From the Bottom of my Broken Heart
-Britney Spears-
If you are reading this, this song truly reflects my emotion from then on.
说实在，
我不懂我还爱不爱你
难道我真的放下了？
还是我在逃避着事实？
我不懂
偶尔会想起你
偶尔会忘记你
我的心还有你吗？
我好想知道
Posted by m e i x i n at 4:00 AM 0 comments
no turning back
Posted by m e i x i n at 6:30 AM 0 comments
a.l.o.n.e
walking through the gloomy maze
all alone in the dark
i shivered i panicked
i cried for help
with all my courage and heart
i tried to find my way out
you said you would be there when i called
but all i saw was
a dark and eerie path
i calmed myself
i tried not to cry
i told myself
its not worth the try
i relied on you
but you left me all alone
i realized
you are nothing afterall
u said i meant the world to you
but your actions don't prove them true
i start questioning
what am i to you
u walked out of my life
without a single trace
my efforts in finding them
were swept away
told myself to rely ownself
never trust anyone else
giving them ure everything
is not worth the wait
no one is worth
except for yourself
hearts are not meant to be opened
to everyone easily
hold back
keep them
never give it to someone else
in search of your trail
i knew i had to make my own
i grew i understood
and now
its time for me to
live for my own
Posted by m e i x i n at 4:38 PM 0 comments
碎了
灿烂的太阳 被灰色的云朵遮住了
多么想与众人分享他的快乐
却无法达成， 多么的失望
全心全意 用经全力 向前冲
还是无法达到最终得梦想。
心碎了 梦毁了
一切也变了
被抛弃的玻璃碎
没人管
还抱着“主人还爱着我，不会丢下我不管”
的希望 的它
一天比一天 失望
时间久了
已破碎的玻璃
渐渐的被众人清理掉
刚开始的希望
也渐渐的消失
主人回来了
使着用剩下的玻璃碎
拼回他所抛弃的玻璃
但无法回到原始的模样
因为某些碎片
已被众人带走了
Posted by m e i x i n at 12:38 AM 0 comments
finding
every night
i lie on the bed
forcing myself to fall asleep
but nothing seems to be working
what's making me stay awake?
my thoughts? my worries?
am i really thinking alot?
but what am i thinking?
what worries do i have?
why do i feel that its starting all over again?
my feelings my mind my focus
changed
im afraid!
afraid of the past
afraid of the future
i dont know what lies ahead
and that scares me
what do i want?
what can i do to find out
what i really want
torn in between such situations
i cant seem to find a way out
and i guess
thats slowly killing me
my drive my motivatin my fire
they're slowly fading away
Posted by m e i x i n at 8:50 AM 0 comments
Dream and Discover
A new day, a new life, a new journey, a new excitement, a new adventure.
Been thinking a lot these few days. Realised what is worth hanging on to and what is not. All journeys have their beginning and ending.
The start of an adventure is usually excited, anticipating, yet nervous, having to figure out what lies ahead; facing it with enthusiasm, believing there's no gloomy days ahead, just bright and sunny days.
As the journey moves on, dark and gloomy days appear, finding it difficult to cope, and constantly complaining the existence of such days, fighting over immaterial matters; distorting the whole adventure, slowing things down, and yet making through the hard times, which brings us to a new day, a bright one indeed. A bright and sunny day, humming our favourite song, enjoying every happy moments we spent. But, such times end quickly without even realising it. Going through such times, blinded by what's left in front, believing this is the right one, not discovering the undiscovered, what a waste.
A tiring yet adventurous one, been an up- and down-hill ride, going through it from time to time, getting bored and sick of it, but not wanting to end it, see no diversed path, still holding on to initial beliefs, convincing it will work - time will prove it.
Posted by m e i x i n at 5:25 AM 0 comments
Blinded before
things happened for the past few weeks which made me lost all my concentration. i cried, i blamed, i complained.
thinking back on what i done, i feel so stupid right now.
what was i thinking?
i have my own life to live. the future is bright ahead.
at least i am happy with my life right now. suddenly i realised so many things that i never knew all these while. it's surprising to hear that honestly, but im glad.
at least i know the truth, and i'm happy with it.
=)
Posted by m e i x i n at 12:35 AM 0 comments
