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简单爱?

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

爱情, 对我来说, 并不是想像中那么的简单
不是说喜欢就能在一起
不是说想要在一起就能在一起
必须经过时间和考验才能证实一切.

能够认识你是我一生中最幸福的事.
能够陪着你成长是我的荣幸.
每当我伤心难过,
你的肩膀永远都能让我依靠.

看着你的背影
总会感到依依不舍
不知为何我总是不想离开你
每当我想起没有你的日子
眼泪就不停的流.

虽然有时侯你对我很冷漠
不知为何我不曾埋怨过
有时后我想,
为你牺牲也许你会更爱我
但我发现,
这是个愚蠢的想法
但我愿意为你这样做
也不会感到后悔.

能够再次回到你身边已经很足够
但是与你分开的时间越来越近了
我不懂这次的决定是对或错
但我希望在这一个月内
能开开心心的和你在一起
往后的日子就有你来决定吧
至少我拥有一段美好的回忆

或许我们能够长长久久
或许我们只能够当朋友
这些不是在我们的掌握中
只能让时间为我们解答

经过那么多的挣扎
终于了解分手并不难受
反而两个真心相爱的人
但不能在一起才是最痛苦的

最后我只想说:
不管结局会是如何
我从没后悔爱过你
很感激你曾经为我付出
谢谢你那么爱我
我不会忘记你
你永远都会留在我心中最深处的地方
我真的好爱你
真的很爱你
我爱你

For you

Monday, May 26, 2008

To a special someone, if you're reading this, it's dedicated to you.


Song Title: 谢谢你的爱
Song by: 李心洁
回頭看過去
想念你的微笑和眼睛
你如此的天真
為愛情在努力
世界一直變
有一天我在夢中發現
也發現你的心
不在我的視線
那一天我
哭了一整夜
也知道
我回不了過去
謝謝你給我的愛
現在我才看清楚
彼此曾經受的傷
時間裡煙消雲散
在情多變的路上
也許我只是個小孩
我想要對你說的話
埋藏在心中最深的地方

I'll be back SOOOON

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Xin is currently recovering from her operation - a very sudden one indeed



Went for operation on the 9th of May 2008 @ 9pm @ SJMC - acute appendix



Symptoms of appendix:

- 9th of May 4.12 am : Woke up, felt nausea, back pain

- 9th of May 9.30 am : Woke up with the same feeling - nausea, back pain, now with fever and headache



So, daddy sent me to SJMC to check.



Doctor asked if i felt any pain, and yea, my abdomen (stomach area) was in pain.



Doctor asked me to lie on the bed, told me to relax, and start pressing really hard on my tummy, but surprisingly, NO PAIN AT ALL!! Then, she pressed on my lower right abdomen (where the appendix was located). A light press = TERRIBLE PAIN.. I was practically screaming in pain.



So, doctor suspected that it was appendix, but to confirm, she recommended to seek a specialist's advice.



So, went over the the doctor's clinic, still at SJMC, waited from 10 sth to almost 12. And it was finally my turn. Went in, doctor told me to lie down, and did the same thing. He pressed real soft but i was in severe pain. This time, it is confirmed that I had appendix.

Doctor told me to be admitted immediately, but i was reluctant to do so. I had my exams going on, especially the next day 10th May 2008 - Tax and Tax Planning - which i prepared long time ago.

Yet, doctor insisted that i should be admitted as he feels that it should not be dragged, as it may worsen. So, i had no choice but to admit and operate that night itself. Meanwhile, my daddy had to explain to the exam unit about me, not being able to sit for the papers.

And so, I waited the whole day in the admission lounge for my room - since the rooms were all occupied, and mine was still in the process of cleaning - which took at more than 5 hours. Fortunately, it was available by 5 sth, and thankfully, I listened to the doctor because at that time, I was suffering from severe back pain and fever. And unlike other appendix patient, I felt no pain at all at the area and i was capable of walking.

And so, I waited from 6 to 9 for the operation theatre to be available - originally, my operation was scheduled at 7, but it ended up at 9 sth 10. Yup, OT was full that night - even emergency cases like mine, need to be extended, imagine cases which deals with life and death, waiting for additional 2 hrs might take one's life.

So, there I was in the OT, and according to my parents, I was brought out from the OT at 10.45 pm. Meaning, I was in there ffor 1 hr 45mins, but the actual operation took around 10 mins (from the video of my operation - wanna see??? Ask me then =) but viewer's discretion is adviced)

So, that was it, and I requested to leave on monday, as I could not stand the night shift nurse who doesnt know how to inject and doesnt know how to be a nurse.

And now, I've been home for a week and it's been 12 days since my operation, and I'm doing really well. To all those who came and visited, thanks alot. I appreciated it. To those who did not come but send their regards, thank you too. And to those who didn't know, i had an operation 12 days ago, and I'm doing fine now. No worries, and not long from now, Xin will be back - 100%