Change, Different, Transformed

Met up with a bunch of friends the past week. It was great to see the familiar faces. Despite that, it made me realise how fast time passed. Wanna know how fast?

let's see

1. it seems as if i jsut got back from bristol, but its been almost a month.

2. i'll be leaving on 1st feb, which is 3 more sundays from now.

3. approximately 2 months of classes remaining

4. graduation on november

5. entering working world

hmmm. . pretty fast actually

not only time flies, people change as well. Wellm we used to crap alot, but now, our topics would be on work, and marriage, and looking back at the good times we had together. hmmm

was talking to cousin that day, and somehow, i realised that people do grow, and that includes me!

hmmm. .. .

well, growing IS part of our lifes. back then, i used to hate the process. i used to make a fuss on how growing is crap, and i dont wanna be an adult. come to think of it, waht a childish act.

to be honest, im quite happy with who i am and what i am right now. i mean, i DO miss the old times (who doesn't), i DEFINITELY miss the sweet-ness my bf and i used to have, but i cant be such a selfish ass and keep complaining on how much i wanna turn back time, and how much i wan him to treat me they way he used to treat me.

all those memories are no doubt sweet memories, and will always remain in my heart

-i will bring them along in my life-long journey, definitely-

i realised i grew ALOT and this is what someone, used to be important in my life, and will be a big influence, wants from me. i dont know if u're reading this, but i grew. although u're no longer part of my life, u will remain in my heart, and i will never forget every word u said. i will prove to u and myself, of course, that i do not need to depend on u all the time.

i'll make u proud! i promise.

back then, i wasnt that happy

i kept complaining about

how unfair life is

but now, i see it differently

and learn to accept and appreciate

what i have right now

and im happy with it

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