新年快乐，牛转乾坤

hola people!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

May the OX year bring prosperity, wealth and good health to everyone out there!!

新年快乐

万事如意

身体健康

龙马精神

如意吉祥

恭喜发财

红包拿来！！

mx dont like u @______@

im back again

this hour

doing my assignment

trying my very best to finish it

3 pages min

im at one page now, 2 more (at least) to go,

but the content is rubbish

i have no idea what i am writing!

screw u aic!!

I DONT LIKE U!!!

you make my life miserable

screw u!!!

Lazing Around

Here I am again, in the middle of the night

Staying up, trying to do my assignment

Ended up viewing people's blog

Realised people hardly update their blogss

wonder why?

Assignment is killing me !!!

a r g h h h h h

12 hrs ago, i was finishing up my crtp assignmnet

12 hrs later, here i am in front of the computer

with lots of articles scattered on my study table

doing aic's draft report which is due on 26th

lazy me taking over!!

why lazy?

cuz there's no marks for the draft

its just to let ur supervisor know

what ur report look slike

and guess what

my supervisor said dont need to be too focus on the format

cuz throughout the process

of completing my assingment

its unsurprising to see me change the format

so she said no worries

so i was guessing

what do i have to include

and why do i need to to then

when i might change the structure in the future

hmm

demotivated

thats all i can say

but

i'll try my very best to finish up

this min 3 page draft

and email my supervisor

before 26th

but

i'll be out to9

and tmrw

and the weekend

so

how am i gonna finish it??

guess O.T

is the only solution

stress betul

sekarang sudah sick + stress + tak cukup masa + cny + sudah mau balik ke bristol = TAK MAU!!

shopping i want!!

gotta learn from master sifu

how to shop!!

3.18am

Its 3.12am now

and i'm still awake

onlining

with several taskbars showing CRTP Assignment and IASB.org

CRTP assignment is killing me

i have been spending the past few days

beginning monday 18th January

on this assignment

word count: 1743 words

remaining words: 2000 - 1743 = 257

i wonder

should i be proud

that i managed to finish it in like

3 days?

or should i worry?

i have no idea

but all i can do now

is hope for the best

once this is done

i'll start on with the next

AIC draft

which is another killer assignment

till then

i'll be busy with my AIC
beginning this afternoon

as im gonna finish my CRTP

NOW

before i go to sleep

wish me luck

and

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

assignments are crazy

they suck up all my energy

and time

screw them!

幸福

这段日子幸福极了！

但幸福快乐的日子

总是过得特别快

再多两个星期

我们就要分别了

我相信

我们能渡过这

漫长の分别

平安就好

为什么这世上会有那么恶毒的人？

为了保护自己，而伤害了别人

我不懂为何你会这么做

但我不想再看见有任何人受伤

因为受伤的人已够多了

我打从心里地希望

一切很快就结束

平安就好

谁错已不重要

Change, Different, Transformed

Met up with a bunch of friends the past week. It was great to see the familiar faces. Despite that, it made me realise how fast time passed. Wanna know how fast?

let's see

1. it seems as if i jsut got back from bristol, but its been almost a month.

2. i'll be leaving on 1st feb, which is 3 more sundays from now.

3. approximately 2 months of classes remaining

4. graduation on november

5. entering working world

hmmm. . pretty fast actually

not only time flies, people change as well. Wellm we used to crap alot, but now, our topics would be on work, and marriage, and looking back at the good times we had together. hmmm

was talking to cousin that day, and somehow, i realised that people do grow, and that includes me!

hmmm. .. .

well, growing IS part of our lifes. back then, i used to hate the process. i used to make a fuss on how growing is crap, and i dont wanna be an adult. come to think of it, waht a childish act.

to be honest, im quite happy with who i am and what i am right now. i mean, i DO miss the old times (who doesn't), i DEFINITELY miss the sweet-ness my bf and i used to have, but i cant be such a selfish ass and keep complaining on how much i wanna turn back time, and how much i wan him to treat me they way he used to treat me.

all those memories are no doubt sweet memories, and will always remain in my heart

-i will bring them along in my life-long journey, definitely-

i realised i grew ALOT and this is what someone, used to be important in my life, and will be a big influence, wants from me. i dont know if u're reading this, but i grew. although u're no longer part of my life, u will remain in my heart, and i will never forget every word u said. i will prove to u and myself, of course, that i do not need to depend on u all the time.

i'll make u proud! i promise.

back then, i wasnt that happy

i kept complaining about

how unfair life is

but now, i see it differently

and learn to accept and appreciate

what i have right now

and im happy with it

(( :

loser m i ?

im so de-motivated to revise and do my assignments

ive lost all my motivation

i just wanna quit everything im doing right now

feel like a total loser

x((

to pursue what i like is

impossible

to obtain ur support is

nevertheless unobtainable

screw my life

What a Day

Went for movie todaY at Pyramid with bro-s and cousin-s.

Watched Bedtime Stories by Adam Sandler.

It was worth watching in the cinema and with cousin-s and br0-s, non stop laughing.

Today's outing was supposed to be a relaxing one, but it ended up as if i was being stalked!

here it goes. . .

*Was on the way to the cinema, suddenly. .. *

Bro: Jie, our last time head prefect is behind us.

*i turned back and saw them*

Me: Oooh,, i know them. They're from my year.

Bro: Go say hi to them

Me: Ooooohh NO! They didn't see me right?

Bro: Don't know

*straight ran in to the nearest shop, pretended to look around*

*walked out of the shop*

Me: Where are they?

Bro: Neh! *pointing at them, on the escalator to the cinema*

Me: o.O . .. What the f.. . . . ..

Bro: Maybe they're watching the same movie? xD

*walked towards the escalator, and saw 3 more familiar faces in front*

Me: Damit! Block me!

Cousin: Why why?? Where are they?

Me: The 3 guys in front.

*reached the cinema entrance, they were standing there*

Bro: Jie, GG!

Me: What the f. . . . ..

*walked away as if i didnt see them*

Bro: Jie, they were calling ur name

Me: Is it? I didnt hear.

Bro: Jie, u c, they're there *pointing at the entrance towards the cinema hall*

Me: o.O. . . . . Maybe they're going for other movies

Bro: NO la! Only Bedtime Stories at this time

Me: Let me check

*Checked the screen, and OMG really same movie, swt*

Me: I need a cap!

Bro: Why?

Me: So that they won't see me!

*went in to the cinema, looked for our seats, found them*

Bro: Jie! See, they turned back and keep looking at you

Me: Shut up!

Bro: They're still looking at you!

Me: I dont care. I dont wanna c them!

*halfway through advertisement*

Me: They won't, like, be waiting outside later right?

Bro: Don't think so la!

Me: Ok!

*movie started, enjoyed it, movie ended*

*walked towards the exit, reached the entrance to the shopping mall and suddenly. . . *

Me: OMG! IS THAT THEM?

Bro: *scanned through* hahahaahha. . . YES!! GG!!

Me: OMG! Hide me wei!!

*reached the shopping area, quickly turned left (they were in the middle). looked down, pretended not noticing them*

Bro: Jie! They're calling you la!

Me: Is it?

Bro: Yeala! They;re calling you!

Me: I don't care. I wanna go toilet!

Bro: Yerrr u damn bad lo.

Me: I feel like im being followed lo! Blardy stalkers

*went in to the toilet. left the toilet. waited outside for the rest*

Cousin: Mei Xin jie jie, ur friends are inside the toilet!

Me: o.O . . . What the hell??

*called my bf, told him about it, the rests came out*

Me: Faster go wei! I dont wanna stay here.

*left the toilet area, and decided to head home*

What a Day

Familiar faces are always good to see

not if u have bad experiences with them

: : m e i x i n : :

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year to y'all

A new year has begun

New challenges ahead

Waiting to be unfold

Forget the past

Never to look back

Never hold on to the past

Strive forward

This will be a better year