Is it all worth the money?

I've been thinking alot lately, actually

Eversince I'm back from KL, my mindset had totally changed

Somehow, I realised the important of family to me

Before that I never really understood how important my family means to me

well maybe because i was always with them

back then, I hated the noise at home

I hated everyone being so emotional

But now, those are the things I miss most!

I miss home so much

I never realise I would

but yeah, i miss my family a lotttt

and i really mean it

Somehow, coming back to UK again

made me realise what I really want in life

I want to be with my family

friends are no doubt important

but friends come and go

but family stays

like what my friend always say

"Blood is thicker than anything"

* i totally agree with that statement now *

Well my initial plan is to stay until graduation (November)

and then only head home after that

but now after several thinking sessions and calculation sessions

going home would be the best option

not only can i be with my family

i can also save up alot compared to if i stay at the UK over the summer holidays

Well some people may think its a waste of money

for me to keep heading home

they adviced me to stay to experience what i have atm

which i won't be able to experience in the future

welll honestly, it is not a good experience

personallyy

i know what its like already and i am not liking it

well at least i am aware of what i want to do in life

i guess going home would be my choice now
i dont care what people say to me
i know what i am doing and i know what is best for me

till then
daddy and mummy
i'm sorry if i wasted ur efforts
but in the future
i will do my best to repay what u have done for me
i appreciate all ur efforts
and coming to the uk made me realise alot!
thank you for everythng
and i love u both alot!!

nothing beats family
family will stand by u no matter what
and i realised the importance of family
daddy mummy and everyone
i love u all so much!