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Unexpected Visit ><

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

My holiday has started
My trip has ended
I'm supposed to head home
But im still here in the UK
thanks to MISS FEVER who chose to visit me yday
how nice of u!

and so,
here i am still stuck in the UK
else i would have already reached home by now
but oh well
only GOD knows why
all i can hope is that
i'll fully recover by end of this week
MISSY left
but still feeling energy-less
and MR.NAUSEA decided it was his turn to visit me
><

screw u!!!

done done done!

Monday, June 8, 2009

wooo huuuuuuuuuu!!

cleaned my room, pretty much done packing!!
counting down my days =D

less than 24 hrs i'll be off to stratford-upon-avon : first stop of my trip!
in 2 weeks i'll be back in KL!
hahaha. . .

i'm all hyped up!
getting ready for my trip
getting ready for home!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i'm loving this week!!
haahahha. .

toodleeeeees

-the end-

Saturday, May 30, 2009

yooohoooooooooo!!!

GOODBYE EXAMS
HELLOOOOOOOOOO HOLIDAY!!

haahha .. . yes. . exams over, uni life's over
no more waking up early for lectures and tutorials;
no more skipping classes because i dun feel like attending;
no more rushing of assignments;
no more stressing over exams;
no more strategizing on what topics to study;
no more bull-shitting in classes.

but im kinda missing it already ><

the fact that i'll be starting a new life coming october,
makes me wanna stay in uni longer!

i dont wan it to end,
but that's just life.
the end of a journey, is the beginning of another.

meanwhile
i should just enjoy my 3 weeks of travelling within the uk,
before heading home
and yes!
i'm going home!!
and i cant wait to see the familiar faces that i havent seen in 3 months
hahaahha ..

some may ask: "why go back so early??"
well, my answer is, cuz i bought my tix already
initially, my plan was to head home to look for jobs,
but since i've got one, i'd love to stay around and travel
but too bad, bought tix adi, no point paying extra to change the dates
oh welll, i shall go as many places as possible this 3 weeks
- windsor, birmingham, stonehenge, stratford-upon-avon, lake district, alnwick, edinburgh -
that it at the moment, willtry to fit in more if possible! hahaha =D

anyway,
mx did something terribly wrong
and she's feeling terribly guilty.
i cant type it out here
cuz i dunno if that person will read my blog
but yea. . . i'm feeling dreaful for what i've done
and yes, i shouldnt have cross the line
took things for granted, and now
i'm facing the consequences
><

god bless me
will u?

IQ level = 0??

Friday, May 22, 2009

Home turns into a slaughterhouse

Was reading thestar.com.my. and I came across the above article, and my reaction was
WTF IS WRONG WITH THE SOCIETY? @_______@
c'mon dude!!
killing people in the afternoon -suspected to be high on drugs-

like seriously
DUDE!!!

even if u wanna break in
grab some stuffs from their housee
just break / snatch / steal
enough adi la!!

bodohhhhh

such brutal killinggg

sometimes it just makes me wonder what were they thinking man.
i mean, imagine your family being SLAUGHTERED
how would u feel?!?!?

really makes me question their IQ level
ohwaitt . ..do they even have one??
else stuffs like this wont be happening, wouldnt they?

the society these days is so FUCKED UP
that every steps taken to make it right seems to be tougher each days

bless you government in making things right!


Packed!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i m such an indecisive person x[

i still cant make up my stupid mind, on whether to go barcelona, madrid, valencia and provence before i head home.

::: let's evaluate the reasons :::

::To go::
  1. I really wanna visit those places
  2. It's holiday baby!!! of cuz la go have fun
  3. I MIGHT not have the chance next time!!!
  4. Ima soooooooooooooooooo tempted to go
  5. Paid for airticket laaaaa ~~~ denggggg!!!

::Not to go::

  1. Stupid ass H1N1 swine flu!!! bodoh!! stupid!! babo!!
  2. i'm so darn brokeee!!!!!!!!!! seriously looking for sponsorships
  3. Then I can visit other places in the UK with mah gooooodie friendssssss since this is my one and only year here, and they still ahve lke. . ONE more yearr!!!
  4. Save moneyyyyyyyy ~~~ hahahahaha . .. *look who's talking*

hmmmm. . . .so far those are the things i can only think offf.. . . seems like i have more reasons to go than not to go.!!! hah!! so . . i should just have fun, and not think too much, , huh?? hahahahahahahha. . . .

aihzzz .. . . cham nesss , , exams havent over adi start thinking bout holidayyss. . yao mou gao chor!!

there're just tooooo many places that I wanna go, but yet, i have so lil timeeee

::Places that i wanna visit within the UK::

  • edinburgh - hahahah . . i knowit's scotland, , but heck laa.. i wana go edinburgh!!
  • liverpool
  • newcastle
  • stratford-upon-avon
  • swindon
  • reading
  • gloucester
  • cheltenham
  • coventry
  • stonehenge
  • nottingham
  • leeds
  • derby
  • sheffield

::Places that I MIGHT go::

  • nottingham
  • derby
  • stonehenge
  • swindon
  • stratford-upon-avon
  • liverpool

::Holiday Planner:: *if as planned*

  • 26th May (right after AIC) - no plans yet
  • 27th May - maybe Swindon
  • 28th May - no plans yet
  • 29th May - no plans yet
  • 30th May - Barcelona
  • 31st May - Barcelona
  • 1st June - Barcelona
  • 2nd June - Barcelona
  • 3rd June - Barcelona to Madrid
  • 4th June - Madrid
  • 5th June - Madrid
  • 6th June - Madrid to Valencia
  • 7th June - Valencia
  • 8th June - Valencia
  • 9th June - Valencia to Madrid to Provence
  • 10th June - Provence
  • 11th June - Provence back to London
  • 12th June - Liverpool with Sheik and Jia (still pending)
  • 13th June - no plans yet
  • 14th June - no plans yet
  • 15th June - no plans yet
  • 16th June - no plans yet
  • 17th June - no plans yet
  • 18th June - no plans yet
  • 19th June - London
  • 20th June - London
  • 21st June - London
  • 22nd June - back to KL

which meansss .. i have 10 days to fit in the "places that I might go"

aihzz.. enough a??

=D

Monday, May 18, 2009

ahahahaahahhaahhahahhahahahahaahhaah

thats my current mood

its good =)

believing

Sunday, May 17, 2009

emotions should not control me
i should control it
reminding myself all the time
i wanna break free
from this pain you gave me
i'll soar up high
i believe i can

From the Bottom of my broken heart

Thursday, May 14, 2009

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart
-Britney Spears-

If you are reading this, this song truly reflects my emotion from then on.

说实在,
我不懂我还爱不爱你
难道我真的放下了?
还是我在逃避着事实?
我不懂
偶尔会想起你
偶尔会忘记你
我的心还有你吗?
我好想知道

no turning back

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

look straight ahead
the future is brighter
thou shall not look back
what's past is past
xD

<3

Sunday, May 10, 2009

1thing2do3words4u
Iloveu
<3

a.l.o.n.e

Saturday, May 9, 2009

walking through the gloomy maze
all alone in the dark
i shivered i panicked
i cried for help

with all my courage and heart
i tried to find my way out
you said you would be there when i called
but all i saw was
a dark and eerie path

i calmed myself
i tried not to cry
i told myself
its not worth the try
i relied on you
but you left me all alone
i realized
you are nothing afterall

u said i meant the world to you
but your actions don't prove them true
i start questioning
what am i to you
u walked out of my life
without a single trace
my efforts in finding them
were swept away

told myself to rely ownself
never trust anyone else
giving them ure everything
is not worth the wait
no one is worth
except for yourself

hearts are not meant to be opened
to everyone easily
hold back
keep them
never give it to someone else

in search of your trail
i knew i had to make my own
i grew i understood
and now
its time for me to
live for my own

碎了

灿烂的太阳 被灰色的云朵遮住了
多么想与众人分享他的快乐
却无法达成, 多么的失望
全心全意 用经全力 向前冲
还是无法达到最终得梦想。

心碎了 梦毁了
一切也变了
被抛弃的玻璃碎
没人管
还抱着“主人还爱着我,不会丢下我不管”
的希望 的它
一天比一天 失望
时间久了
已破碎的玻璃
渐渐的被众人清理掉
刚开始的希望
也渐渐的消失

主人回来了
使着用剩下的玻璃碎
拼回他所抛弃的玻璃
但无法回到原始的模样
因为某些碎片
已被众人带走了

finding

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

every night
i lie on the bed
forcing myself to fall asleep
but nothing seems to be working
what's making me stay awake?
my thoughts? my worries?
am i really thinking alot?
but what am i thinking?
what worries do i have?

why do i feel that its starting all over again?
my feelings my mind my focus
changed
im afraid!
afraid of the past
afraid of the future
i dont know what lies ahead
and that scares me

what do i want?
what can i do to find out
what i really want
torn in between such situations
i cant seem to find a way out
and i guess
thats slowly killing me
my drive my motivatin my fire
they're slowly fading away


reaching out for it
with all my heart and soul
whilst protecting myself
from falling into it

Dream and Discover

Monday, May 4, 2009

A new day, a new life, a new journey, a new excitement, a new adventure.

Been thinking a lot these few days. Realised what is worth hanging on to and what is not. All journeys have their beginning and ending.

The start of an adventure is usually excited, anticipating, yet nervous, having to figure out what lies ahead; facing it with enthusiasm, believing there's no gloomy days ahead, just bright and sunny days.

As the journey moves on, dark and gloomy days appear, finding it difficult to cope, and constantly complaining the existence of such days, fighting over immaterial matters; distorting the whole adventure, slowing things down, and yet making through the hard times, which brings us to a new day, a bright one indeed. A bright and sunny day, humming our favourite song, enjoying every happy moments we spent. But, such times end quickly without even realising it. Going through such times, blinded by what's left in front, believing this is the right one, not discovering the undiscovered, what a waste.

A tiring yet adventurous one, been an up- and down-hill ride, going through it from time to time, getting bored and sick of it, but not wanting to end it, see no diversed path, still holding on to initial beliefs, convincing it will work - time will prove it.


"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."
-- Mark Twain
Dare to dream
Dare to discover
Life is short
Don't live with regrets

Blinded before

Friday, May 1, 2009

a new journey ahead . . . .

things happened for the past few weeks which made me lost all my concentration. i cried, i blamed, i complained.

thinking back on what i done, i feel so stupid right now.

what was i thinking?

i have my own life to live. the future is bright ahead.

at least i am happy with my life right now. suddenly i realised so many things that i never knew all these while. it's surprising to hear that honestly, but im glad.

at least i know the truth, and i'm happy with it.

=)

people get blinded often
and it takes time to realise
the world is not dull afterall

life is a journey

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

its been pretty long since my last post. . *dead blog*

well. . a quick update on my life so far

- easter break started end of march
- visited sheik at manchester
- visited ron at birmingham
- visited prague
- twisted my ankle at prague
- ron came down to bristol
- met up with jia and went around bristol
- went to the mobile theme park at the Downs
- emo-ed *some of u might know what happened*
- tried revising for finals, but failed
- emo-ed even more
- went to the library for group revision
- now revising at hme :) *more effective i should say*
- made things clear (=
- miss hanging around with my frens *haven't been talking to u guys much lately*
- went for my first acupuncture session at bristol to treat my ankle, but apparently found out more about other problems *darn expensive, i'll be soo broke by the time i finish my treatments*
- attending jia' bday bash this sat
- dont know wht present to buy
- classes started *last week of classes for my degree year* i don't want it to end!
- really have to focus on revision
- exams in 2 weeks
- summer holiday trip in one month
- back home in 2 months

Basically, books lecture notes tutorials additional articles blackboard calculator and table is what my life is all about right now.

My final exam is up in 2 weeks should concentrate hard on it. i dont want to just pass. i want to score but im doubting myself. been lazing around alot - facebook msn tvshows, basically my laptop is my main distraction right now!! -

Time flies without even me realising it. i cant believe that i will be finishing my degree programme soon. the memories of entering college life is still so fresh in my mind, moreover uni life. it seems like just yesterday i started college, and here i am ending my course in 1 month's time. gosh.

been keeping in touch with high school mates recently and, to be honest, it does feel good, but the sad thing is, it brings back all the high school memories that we shared, and makes me want to turn back time, and never leave that period. to all youngsters out the *gosh i sound old, , pfft* enjoy your high school years. they are THE BEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE. *sigh, , right now, i do regret not being active that time*.

the best thing about high school, to me, is having all your classmates around with you, spending the best times with them - fooling around, sharing the happiness and sadness, gossiping, causing chaos in class, eating in class, sleeping in class, skipping class, texting in class, hiding all our stuffs when we know there are spot checks. . . . .. and the list goes on and on and on.

it really makes me cherish my high school mates alot, realising that they are the ones closest to us, and knows us best. they are by far the ones whom you can trust most, and will always be there for you no matter what happpens. no doubt friends from college and university can be your true friends, but to me, most of them are just friends whom you can mix along, have fun with, but not when sharing your deepest thoughts. *well, thats to me, not everyone thinks so* :)

gosh, , i really miss high school. how i wish i could turn back time, but then, life is all about moving on. the end of a journey is abeginning of another journey. and it goes on and on. all those memories will definitely remain in our hearts till the very end of our journey. it's always good to think back the good and bad times we've been through, and it makes you cherish them more than anything . .

friends come and go
but truefriends are hard to find

为什么??

Friday, March 20, 2009

为什么这世上会有那么不讲道理的人
以为自己很讨人喜欢,
以为自己能随便吩咐别人做事。
你以为你是谁啊??
公主?皇后?我的主人??
基本的尊重根本不存在
想要别人尊重你,
你得先学习尊重别人吧。
我试着控制自己,
不让自己为这种事
感到心酸,激怒。
好歹我懂得尊重。
要是我在你面前“爆”
那,我和你有什么差别呢?
我相信天有眼。
一切交给天处理。
忍一时,风平浪静,
退一步,海阔天空。
学习忍耐。

Mixed Emotions

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Yay!
No more assignments!
Im done with my final assignment
I'm freeee

yooo hoooo. . . . .. . . . . .

it's been a tiring week (two weeks to be accurate)
screwed up sleep time
screwed up meal time
all cuz of assignmnets

*damn u assignments. I wished u didn't exist*

havent been sleeping well lately,
been sleeping really lately (4 - 5 in the morning)
i look so worn out

grrrrrrrrrr

but nvm, i'll be able to sleep nicely from now
one month break at least
before i start my final battle
FINAL EXAM!!!

wheeeeeee

i'm so happppyy!!

BUTTTT

i'm frustrated as welll

KLM is an ASSSSS
and i really mean itt
their service sucks!!!
I SINCERELY ADVICE NOT TO TAKE KLM!!

here's the story

i flew back to KL last holiday by KLM
1. flight delayed
2. seat was spoilt - had to sit straight for 13 hrs, the service button was not working
3. my baggage couldn't make it on time due to the delay
4. when i went back Bristol, my baggage was DAMAGED - got a deep scratch from it. thank god it wasn't rusty, otherwise would need to go hospital and check! You're lucky KLM!!
5. reported my baggage damage, took them awhile to reply me
6. no repsonse from them after that
7. sent another mail a wweeek later, no response,
8. sent another the week after, no response
9. this time was frustrated, complaint like mad, and thank god they responded by stating i would receive a response SOON
10. received response 1 MONTH LATER - im like wth
11. excess baggage came collected my baggage last friday *happy*
12. this morning returned the bag to me WITH NOTHING DONE!!

THE DRIVER SAID THERE WAS NO DESTINATION TO WHERE THE BAGGAGE NEEDS TO BE SENT TO, AND SO HE SENT IT BACK TO ME

HOW SMARTTTTTT

IM SO DAMN FRUSTRATED WITH THEIR LOUSY SERVICE
KONON-NYA WELL-KNOWN COMPANY

YEA!!!

WELL-KNOWN FOR CRAPPY SERVICEE
WTH IS WRONG WITH THIS COMPANY
CURSE U TO KEEP MAKING LOSS!!!


sent a really frustrated complaint letter - this time, no more nice!!!

hopefully they'll take the matter into concern

FCUK EWWW KLM!!

I HATE U!!

companies are so irresponsible these days
dont they know that after service is important
customers are have big impact
like me!
damn u
but i should be happy

tiring ><

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

my final assignment!!

working on it

draining me ><

exhausted

tired

LET ME GO!!

stupid assignment
screw u!

>=(

Friday, February 20, 2009

mx is in bad condition

=(

my back hurts badly!

i have no idea why

><

i need to go to the doctor!!!!!

Is it all worth the money?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

I've been thinking alot lately, actually
Eversince I'm back from KL, my mindset had totally changed
Somehow, I realised the important of family to me
Before that I never really understood how important my family means to me
well maybe because i was always with them

back then, I hated the noise at home
I hated everyone being so emotional
But now, those are the things I miss most!
I miss home so much
I never realise I would
but yeah, i miss my family a lotttt
and i really mean it

Somehow, coming back to UK again
made me realise what I really want in life
I want to be with my family
friends are no doubt important
but friends come and go
but family stays
like what my friend always say
"Blood is thicker than anything"
* i totally agree with that statement now *

Well my initial plan is to stay until graduation (November)
and then only head home after that
but now after several thinking sessions and calculation sessions
going home would be the best option
not only can i be with my family
i can also save up alot compared to if i stay at the UK over the summer holidays

Well some people may think its a waste of money
for me to keep heading home
they adviced me to stay to experience what i have atm
which i won't be able to experience in the future
welll honestly, it is not a good experience
personallyy

i know what its like already and i am not liking it
well at least i am aware of what i want to do in life

i guess going home would be my choice now
i dont care what people say to me
i know what i am doing and i know what is best for me

till then
daddy and mummy
i'm sorry if i wasted ur efforts
but in the future
i will do my best to repay what u have done for me
i appreciate all ur efforts
and coming to the uk made me realise alot!
thank you for everythng
and i love u both alot!!

nothing beats family
family will stand by u no matter what
and i realised the importance of family
daddy mummy and everyone
i love u all so much!

Snow, Snow, I ♥ U

Friday, February 6, 2009

IT SNOWED AT BRISTOL!!!

Day 1: 2nd Feb 2009






that night itself



Day 2: 4th Feb 2009




Back Again

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I'm finally back at bristol!

Well it's been 24 hrs since i reached home!

Missing my family bf and friends a lot!!!
Atm, I'm planning to fly back during summer
maybe around july/august
I dont know if it's worth flying back,
cuz to me,
if i stay, i would end up using more Pounds
which is equivalent to 1 return airticket

hmph... . .

thinking real hard now
but i cant!
am having a terrible headache
due to the uncomfortable bed
=___=
arghhhh
i miss my bed!!!

meanwhile
have to unpack,
if possible
and attend classes
2 months of classes left
2 assignments due in 3 weeks
and 1 month

hmph

work hard gurl!!
and u'll be back soon!!
missing home alot
i wanna see those
faces that i love!!!


新年快乐,牛转乾坤

Monday, January 26, 2009

hola people!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

May the OX year bring prosperity, wealth and good health to everyone out there!!
新年快乐
万事如意
身体健康
龙马精神
如意吉祥
恭喜发财
红包拿来!!

mx dont like u @______@

Saturday, January 24, 2009

im back again
this hour
doing my assignment
trying my very best to finish it
3 pages min
im at one page now, 2 more (at least) to go,
but the content is rubbish
i have no idea what i am writing!
screw u aic!!
I DONT LIKE U!!!

you make my life miserable
screw u!!!

Lazing Around

Friday, January 23, 2009

Here I am again, in the middle of the night
Staying up, trying to do my assignment
Ended up viewing people's blog
Realised people hardly update their blogss
wonder why?

Assignment is killing me !!!

a r g h h h h h

Thursday, January 22, 2009

12 hrs ago, i was finishing up my crtp assignmnet

12 hrs later, here i am in front of the computer
with lots of articles scattered on my study table
doing aic's draft report which is due on 26th
lazy me taking over!!
why lazy?
cuz there's no marks for the draft
its just to let ur supervisor know
what ur report look slike
and guess what
my supervisor said dont need to be too focus on the format
cuz throughout the process
of completing my assingment
its unsurprising to see me change the format
so she said no worries

so i was guessing
what do i have to include
and why do i need to to then
when i might change the structure in the future
hmm
demotivated
thats all i can say

but
i'll try my very best to finish up
this min 3 page draft
and email my supervisor
before 26th

but
i'll be out to9
and tmrw
and the weekend
so
how am i gonna finish it??

guess O.T
is the only solution
stress betul

sekarang sudah sick + stress + tak cukup masa + cny + sudah mau balik ke bristol = TAK MAU!!
shopping i want!!
gotta learn from master sifu
how to shop!!

3.18am

Its 3.12am now
and i'm still awake
onlining
with several taskbars showing CRTP Assignment and IASB.org

CRTP assignment is killing me
i have been spending the past few days
beginning monday 18th January
on this assignment
word count: 1743 words
remaining words: 2000 - 1743 = 257

i wonder
should i be proud
that i managed to finish it in like
3 days?
or should i worry?
i have no idea

but all i can do now
is hope for the best
once this is done
i'll start on with the next
AIC draft
which is another killer assignment
till then
i'll be busy with my AIC
beginning this afternoon
as im gonna finish my CRTP
NOW
before i go to sleep
wish me luck
and
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
assignments are crazy
they suck up all my energy
and time
screw them!


幸福

Monday, January 19, 2009

这段日子幸福极了!
但幸福快乐的日子
总是过得特别快
再多两个星期
我们就要分别了
我相信
我们能渡过这
漫长の分别

平安就好

Thursday, January 15, 2009

为什么这世上会有那么恶毒的人?
为了保护自己,而伤害了别人

我不懂为何你会这么做
但我不想再看见有任何人受伤
因为受伤的人已够多了

我打从心里地希望
一切很快就结束
平安就好
谁错已不重要


Change, Different, Transformed

Monday, January 12, 2009

Met up with a bunch of friends the past week. It was great to see the familiar faces. Despite that, it made me realise how fast time passed. Wanna know how fast?

let's see

1. it seems as if i jsut got back from bristol, but its been almost a month.
2. i'll be leaving on 1st feb, which is 3 more sundays from now.
3. approximately 2 months of classes remaining
4. graduation on november
5. entering working world

hmmm. . pretty fast actually

not only time flies, people change as well. Wellm we used to crap alot, but now, our topics would be on work, and marriage, and looking back at the good times we had together. hmmm

was talking to cousin that day, and somehow, i realised that people do grow, and that includes me!

hmmm. .. .

well, growing IS part of our lifes. back then, i used to hate the process. i used to make a fuss on how growing is crap, and i dont wanna be an adult. come to think of it, waht a childish act.
to be honest, im quite happy with who i am and what i am right now. i mean, i DO miss the old times (who doesn't), i DEFINITELY miss the sweet-ness my bf and i used to have, but i cant be such a selfish ass and keep complaining on how much i wanna turn back time, and how much i wan him to treat me they way he used to treat me.
all those memories are no doubt sweet memories, and will always remain in my heart
-i will bring them along in my life-long journey, definitely-

i realised i grew ALOT and this is what someone, used to be important in my life, and will be a big influence, wants from me. i dont know if u're reading this, but i grew. although u're no longer part of my life, u will remain in my heart, and i will never forget every word u said. i will prove to u and myself, of course, that i do not need to depend on u all the time.
i'll make u proud! i promise.
back then, i wasnt that happy
i kept complaining about
how unfair life is
but now, i see it differently
and learn to accept and appreciate
what i have right now
and im happy with it
(( :

loser m i ?

Monday, January 5, 2009

im so de-motivated to revise and do my assignments

ive lost all my motivation

i just wanna quit everything im doing right now

feel like a total loser
x((
to pursue what i like is
impossible
to obtain ur support is
nevertheless unobtainable
screw my life

What a Day

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Went for movie todaY at Pyramid with bro-s and cousin-s.
Watched Bedtime Stories by Adam Sandler.
It was worth watching in the cinema and with cousin-s and br0-s, non stop laughing.
Today's outing was supposed to be a relaxing one, but it ended up as if i was being stalked!

here it goes. . .

*Was on the way to the cinema, suddenly. .. *

Bro: Jie, our last time head prefect is behind us.

*i turned back and saw them*

Me: Oooh,, i know them. They're from my year.
Bro: Go say hi to them
Me: Ooooohh NO! They didn't see me right?
Bro: Don't know

*straight ran in to the nearest shop, pretended to look around*

*walked out of the shop*

Me: Where are they?
Bro: Neh! *pointing at them, on the escalator to the cinema*
Me: o.O . .. What the f.. . . . ..
Bro: Maybe they're watching the same movie? xD

*walked towards the escalator, and saw 3 more familiar faces in front*

Me: Damit! Block me!
Cousin: Why why?? Where are they?
Me: The 3 guys in front.

*reached the cinema entrance, they were standing there*

Bro: Jie, GG!
Me: What the f. . . . ..

*walked away as if i didnt see them*

Bro: Jie, they were calling ur name
Me: Is it? I didnt hear.
Bro: Jie, u c, they're there *pointing at the entrance towards the cinema hall*
Me: o.O. . . . . Maybe they're going for other movies
Bro: NO la! Only Bedtime Stories at this time
Me: Let me check

*Checked the screen, and OMG really same movie, swt*

Me: I need a cap!
Bro: Why?
Me: So that they won't see me!

*went in to the cinema, looked for our seats, found them*

Bro: Jie! See, they turned back and keep looking at you
Me: Shut up!
Bro: They're still looking at you!
Me: I dont care. I dont wanna c them!

*halfway through advertisement*

Me: They won't, like, be waiting outside later right?
Bro: Don't think so la!
Me: Ok!

*movie started, enjoyed it, movie ended*

*walked towards the exit, reached the entrance to the shopping mall and suddenly. . . *

Me: OMG! IS THAT THEM?
Bro: *scanned through* hahahaahha. . . YES!! GG!!
Me: OMG! Hide me wei!!

*reached the shopping area, quickly turned left (they were in the middle). looked down, pretended not noticing them*

Bro: Jie! They're calling you la!
Me: Is it?
Bro: Yeala! They;re calling you!
Me: I don't care. I wanna go toilet!
Bro: Yerrr u damn bad lo.
Me: I feel like im being followed lo! Blardy stalkers

*went in to the toilet. left the toilet. waited outside for the rest*

Cousin: Mei Xin jie jie, ur friends are inside the toilet!
Me: o.O . . . What the hell??

*called my bf, told him about it, the rests came out*

Me: Faster go wei! I dont wanna stay here.

*left the toilet area, and decided to head home*

What a Day




Familiar faces are always good to see
not if u have bad experiences with them
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