-the end-

yooohoooooooooo!!!

GOODBYE EXAMS
HELLOOOOOOOOOO HOLIDAY!!

haahha .. . yes. . exams over, uni life's over
no more waking up early for lectures and tutorials;
no more skipping classes because i dun feel like attending;
no more rushing of assignments;
no more stressing over exams;
no more strategizing on what topics to study;
no more bull-shitting in classes.

but im kinda missing it already ><

the fact that i'll be starting a new life coming october,
makes me wanna stay in uni longer!

i dont wan it to end,
but that's just life.
the end of a journey, is the beginning of another.

meanwhile
i should just enjoy my 3 weeks of travelling within the uk,
before heading home
and yes!
i'm going home!!
and i cant wait to see the familiar faces that i havent seen in 3 months
hahaahha ..

some may ask: "why go back so early??"
well, my answer is, cuz i bought my tix already
initially, my plan was to head home to look for jobs,
but since i've got one, i'd love to stay around and travel
but too bad, bought tix adi, no point paying extra to change the dates
oh welll, i shall go as many places as possible this 3 weeks
- windsor, birmingham, stonehenge, stratford-upon-avon, lake district, alnwick, edinburgh -
that it at the moment, willtry to fit in more if possible! hahaha =D

anyway,
mx did something terribly wrong
and she's feeling terribly guilty.
i cant type it out here
cuz i dunno if that person will read my blog
but yea. . . i'm feeling dreaful for what i've done
and yes, i shouldnt have cross the line
took things for granted, and now
i'm facing the consequences
><

god bless me
will u?

IQ level = 0??

Home turns into a slaughterhouse

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/5/21/nation/3951938&sec=nation

Was reading thestar.com.my. and I came across the above article, and my reaction was
WTF IS WRONG WITH THE SOCIETY? @_______@
c'mon dude!!
killing people in the afternoon -suspected to be high on drugs-

like seriously
DUDE!!!

even if u wanna break in
grab some stuffs from their housee
just break / snatch / steal
enough adi la!!

bodohhhhh

such brutal killinggg

sometimes it just makes me wonder what were they thinking man.
i mean, imagine your family being SLAUGHTERED
how would u feel?!?!?

really makes me question their IQ level
ohwaitt . ..do they even have one??
else stuffs like this wont be happening, wouldnt they?

the society these days is so FUCKED UP
that every steps taken to make it right seems to be tougher each days

bless you government in making things right!

Packed!

i m such an indecisive person x[

i still cant make up my stupid mind, on whether to go barcelona, madrid, valencia and provence before i head home.

::: let's evaluate the reasons :::

::To go::

1. I really wanna visit those places
2. It's holiday baby!!! of cuz la go have fun
3. I MIGHT not have the chance next time!!!
4. Ima soooooooooooooooooo tempted to go
5. Paid for airticket laaaaa ~~~ denggggg!!!

::Not to go::

1. Stupid ass H1N1 swine flu!!! bodoh!! stupid!! babo!!
2. i'm so darn brokeee!!!!!!!!!! seriously looking for sponsorships
3. Then I can visit other places in the UK with mah gooooodie friendssssss since this is my one and only year here, and they still ahve lke. . ONE more yearr!!!
4. Save moneyyyyyyyy ~~~ hahahahaha . .. *look who's talking*

hmmmm. . . .so far those are the things i can only think offf.. . . seems like i have more reasons to go than not to go.!!! hah!! so . . i should just have fun, and not think too much, , huh?? hahahahahahahha. . . .

aihzzz .. . . cham nesss , , exams havent over adi start thinking bout holidayyss. . yao mou gao chor!!

there're just tooooo many places that I wanna go, but yet, i have so lil timeeee

::Places that i wanna visit within the UK::

• edinburgh - hahahah . . i knowit's scotland, , but heck laa.. i wana go edinburgh!!
• liverpool
• newcastle
• stratford-upon-avon
• swindon
• reading
• gloucester
• cheltenham
• coventry
• stonehenge
• nottingham
• leeds
• derby
• sheffield

::Places that I MIGHT go::

• nottingham
• derby
• stonehenge
• swindon
• stratford-upon-avon
• liverpool

::Holiday Planner:: *if as planned*

• 26th May (right after AIC) - no plans yet
• 27th May - maybe Swindon
• 28th May - no plans yet
• 29th May - no plans yet
• 30th May - Barcelona
• 31st May - Barcelona
• 1st June - Barcelona
• 2nd June - Barcelona
• 3rd June - Barcelona to Madrid
• 4th June - Madrid
• 5th June - Madrid
• 6th June - Madrid to Valencia
• 7th June - Valencia
• 8th June - Valencia
• 9th June - Valencia to Madrid to Provence
• 10th June - Provence
• 11th June - Provence back to London
• 12th June - Liverpool with Sheik and Jia (still pending)
• 13th June - no plans yet
• 14th June - no plans yet
• 15th June - no plans yet
• 16th June - no plans yet
• 17th June - no plans yet
• 18th June - no plans yet
• 19th June - London
• 20th June - London
• 21st June - London
• 22nd June - back to KL

which meansss .. i have 10 days to fit in the "places that I might go"

aihzz.. enough a??

=D

ahahahaahahhaahhahahhahahahahaahhaah

thats my current mood

its good =)

believing

emotions should not control me
i should control it
reminding myself all the time
i wanna break free
from this pain you gave me
i'll soar up high
i believe i can

From the Bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love'
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
"We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart
-Britney Spears-

If you are reading this, this song truly reflects my emotion from then on.

说实在，
我不懂我还爱不爱你
难道我真的放下了？
还是我在逃避着事实？
我不懂
偶尔会想起你
偶尔会忘记你
我的心还有你吗？
我好想知道

no turning back

look straight ahead

the future is brighter

thou shall not look back

what's past is past

xD