My Clock
MEI XIN IS BACK!!
Posted by m e i x i n at 3:13 PM 0 comments
Happy Happy Happy
INTERNET IS FINALLY DONE!!!!
after such a long time without internet, i will learn to appreciate the importance of internet in my life!!
ahahahaah
and my poor blog abandoned by me again
but since now internet is done and im going home soon
i'll be able to update my blog more often
ahahhahaha
Im uber happy atm
- internet
- paris
- home
- assignment done!
BUT
still have AIC reading to do
and when i'm done with that
i'm gonna enjoy my holidays to the max!!
till then
c u my friends!
msia here i come!!
Posted by m e i x i n at 8:29 AM 0 comments
变了
相处容易, 相住难
之前的我,根本不了解这句俗语
但经过了这两个月,
我终于明白了!!
离开前,以为一切会好好的
是啊!
刚开始时毕竟是这么一回事
时间越久,
越了解一个人的性格
而在这时,
发现我们并不是相像中,那么合得来
在一起三年多了,
从来没觉得烦
可能只是上下课才见面,
而没真真的住在一块儿。
所以才能继续当最要好的朋友。
到了这里,
一切已改变。
我不再是她最要好的伙伴了。
能避开就避开
因为好烦!!
什么让我那么的烦?
太多了!!
没办法一个一个写下来!!
真的太多了
我在想啊: “到底是我太敏感, 还是他真的那么讨人厌呢? ”
我不懂
但爸爸曾经说过:“早就预测到了!”
当我告诉他时,他很冷静的回答我耶!!
那。。 为什么他不告诉我呢??
唉~!!
我不懂我能不能继续忍下去
宝宝常说:“忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空”
说容易,但遇到这种情况时,
真的不容易忍让呢!!
我曾经告诉过我自己 - 包括妈咪,
不管如何,一定要忍!
毕竟三年的友情耶!!
但现在的我,真的好想放弃。
我快到极点了!!
我怕我无法忍下去
倒是,我不懂会发生什么事。
但有件事情,我很不明白。
我对他那么的冷淡,
难道他不懂吗?
看不出吗?感觉不到吗??
还是他已经发现,但不想面对呢?
唉!!
至少懂吗!!
做人真不容易啊!!
就算学会人生的道理
也未必做得到
时间能解答一切?
能吗??
不想烦了!
只剩下27天就回家了!!
倒是才烦过吧!!
现在的我已经没力气管他了
太累了!!
现在的我也学会自私了 - 好? 坏?
不能每次为别人照想
我要为自己而活下去,不是别人!!
你对我好,我就对你好!
你当我是条虫,我也会把你当作一条虫。
反正我不再是以前的我了!
不是完全, 但至少我变了!!
哥!
这是你对我的期望
我会证明给你看!!
我能为自己而活!!
我不会再像以前,一直在你面前哭泣了!!
我一定会改变!!
我要你知道, 我不会让你失望。
希望你看见!!
Posted by m e i x i n at 11:48 PM 0 comments
...............
my poor blog - abandoned
hmmm. . . .. . .
stupid internet still aint working!!
making my life difficult
assignments presentation work - all coming up !!!
arghghhh
but then . . .
I'LL BE HOME IN 43 DAYS!!!!
nyaahhaahahahahahah
c u soon
mwahhzzzzz
Posted by m e i x i n at 7:10 PM 0 comments
Im Going Home!!
well,
the other day, nosnim asked y didnt i update my blog
the thing is, MY HOUSE'S INTERNET CONNECTION IS STILL NOT WORKING
dammit
and it makes it harder for me to blog and upload any pics i took
btw
i just received an email saying that I CAN SIT FOR MY JAN ASSESSMENT AT TAYLORS!!!
woooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooo
this means
I M GOING BACK FOR SURE!!!
cant wait to go home
cant wait to meet everyone back home
cant wait for the FOOOOODDDD
hahaha
MALAYSIA ~~~~ here i come!!
approximately 2 months!!!
hahahaha.. IM LOVIN IT!!!!!
happy happy happy
no longer emo and annoyed!!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Posted by m e i x i n at 9:50 PM 0 comments
Thank You!!
heyo pple!!
am at uni's lab noww
internet still aint working
yday was my birthday
had a blast!!
went cabot tower with my frenz - elaine zhongli aston jiwoong -
met up with one of my BFF - jia hui -
went there together as well
the view from cabot tower was awesome
too bad, cant post it here
havent upload
but will upload soon ;)
anyway
just wanna say tq to all my frenz for their wishes
really appreciate it
have to go soon
gotta catch a bus to the train station - going down london
gonna meet several pple - my BFFs sheik jean and teng, my cousin and his gf, and my housemate
anyway
hope that everyone's doing great
and im hoping that internet connection back home can work soon
cheers pple ;)
Posted by m e i x i n at 9:00 PM 0 comments
Life at bristol
Fcking internet connection still aint working
Had fun the other day - some what bonding sessions with housemates - Oliver and Chris
1st session - had to assemble dining tables and chairs
- with housemates and landlord's family
- was pleased it happened and yet made me realise more things
2nd session - had monopoly after dinner at my room
- was the craziest and noisiest monopoly game ever
- modernized monopoly with credit cards
- partnerships and trades
- 3 hrs monopoly which lasted forever
- tiring but fun ;)
Meanwhile learnt new word that day - fubar (fcuked up beyond all recognition)
haahahahah
quite a cool word that the locals use
Will update more as time pass
Cheers
Posted by m e i x i n at 8:29 PM 0 comments